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Name: Ryane
Country: United States
State: Indiana
Birthday: 8/22/1982
Gender: Female
Interests: reading, writing, hanging out in my apartment, watching crappy reality shows, listening to good music, snuggling yoshi.
Expertise: making delicious, nutritious, and visually pleasing meals.
other than that. I AM GOOD AT EVERYTHING! DUH!
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Hospitality
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  cuteforanerd
Member Since:
5/14/2004
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| i used to hate valentine's day pretty much. i never had anything to do,
anyone to do it with, never got flowers, chocolates or a hug from
anyone other than my mother and grandmother. one valentine's day my dad
bought me the book Bridget Jones's diary which made me think my dad
wanted me to find a man, lose weight, and quick smoking (which i didn't
do) or read the consequences. another valentine's day, i actually went
over to an exboyfriends house and offered my lips at his diposal, which
he politely rejected. how fucking embarassing. come to think of it,
that was the same year my dad bought me the book. hmmm....
anyway,
i don't dislike valentine's day because of my own personal bitterness
anymore. Josh and i have each other :). we plan on going out to dinner
tonight and we got tickets to a concert later this month as a present.
however, the idea of valentine's day still makes me annoyed to a
certain extent.
why not tell the people you love that you love
them everyday. surprise someone with flowers and chocolates when it
isn't even any sort of day to honor someone. that's more thoughtful in
the end. also, i hate how valentine's day makes a single person feel
like it is shameful that on this day, they are single. it makes me feel
really sad that because of hallmark, women feel the need to spend money
sending flowers to themselves just to put on the appearance that they
have a valentine. no one needs a valentine and no one should feel
ashamed that they don't have a significant other (especially on this
day).
what everyone needs (on any given day) is love and acceptance of who you really are.
happy valentine's day. i love you all. | | |
| argh. why must math always be a thorn in my side one way or another??????
last
wednesday i missed class due to the excessive amount of vomitting i was
doing. i went and talked to the teacher and let him know i would not be
in class and got my assignments and everything. (see, i am a
responsible human being after all!) so today i try to go to class (and
trust me i have to literally force myself to go to the damn class
anyway) and noone one is in the class room. i guess my teacher
neglected to tell me last week when i talked to him that the class room
was moved or that class was canceled. great. so now i've missed 2 out
of 4 classes. which would not be so bad had it been a subject that i
was actually capable but no, math strikes again.
anyway. other
than the battle between the numbers and i, school has been going really
well. i've manage to stay on top of my homework and reading and still
have time for my sad excuse of a social life. could i please meet some
new people in town that don't know every other person i know. i like
having a group of friends but sometimes i just want someone outside of
all the drama that goes along with the group to talk too.
i
should not complain too much though because i did get a visit from rine
this weekend. it was great to just have someone around who really knows
and understands me other than josh. we really didn't do anything too
exciting. just talked and drank wine. went thrifting. got ice cream.
looked at other peoples babies and weddings on myspace. and i spent a
great deal of time trying to convince rine that her and mike should
move down here. not only because i get lonely (i'm rooooon-reeee so
rooon-ree) i think they would really love living here. i mean i know i
do aside from not making that many new friends.
i don't really
know what has been wrong with me lately but i just have been such a
grump! even small things that people i really love do and say have been
bothering me way more than they should. one of the main things that has
been annoying is when people say i do things or act a certain way that
i don't feel is correct. i know this is the wrong way of thinking but
when people do that i just want to go ahead and say or act the way they
say i have since i'm accused of it anyway. not sure if that even makes
sense but that's just something that has been getting to me lately. i
guess people just don't really think things through before they say
them. i know i'm guilty of it too. i guess i'm a walking contradiction
because i say that i'm lonely but alot of times i feel as if i just
want to be left alone. i shouldn't bitch though. at least i have people
to love me (even if they do annoy me on occasion).
hmm..what
else can i talk about to kill time....oh! if you haven't been you
should start listening to the band stars. i haven't been able to stop
listening to their new album 'in our bedroom after the war'. it's
quality stuff. their other 2 albums are really great as well.
josh
and i have been renting lots of movies from the red box (you can rent
new releases from a box outside of McDonald's for a dollar a
night...genius idea if you ask me.) recently we have watched the last
mimzy (GREAT MOVIE!), flushed away (pretty good), blades of glory
(hilarious), night at the museum (lame), and hot fuzz (really funny).
I
also have been reading a series of comics called buddha about the life
of buddha from birth. i've finished the first three books and they were
all really interesting and entertaining. at times i think all books
should be comic books (or graphic novel..whatever.)
well. i
think i've killed all the time i can on here so i better go study some
more for my very first exam since i started school. it's in spanish so
it shouldn't be too bad. peace. ryane | | |
| someone might as well have pissed in my cherrios this morning because
when i went outside i saw to my horror that the maintenace man had weed
wacked the cana plants that i had been so tenderly caring for a
watching grow for the last 2 months. all i can say is that i am beyond
pissed and only hope that they can be salvaged. grrrrrr. | | |
| reasons i love living in louisville:
it's cheap.
the Kentucky derby.
my apartment.
fireworks.
hot air balloons.
being about to walk just about everywhere.
still being close to the country.
the weather.
the food.
usually the travel time required to get to a concert is under 15 minutes.
the architecture.
art fairs.
josh. | | |
| it is 9:30 on sunday and somehow i'm awake right now. as i've gotten
older my ability to sleep in has really gone to crap. josh didn't seem
to lose his ability and i am constantly waking him up so i decided to
just go ahead and get out of bed.
today
i would like to work on finishing up some of my old paintings and maybe
starting a new one. i'm going to be putting some of them in an art show
at richo's. the theme is "who's your daddy?" now i just need to
brainstorm for ideas.
in other news i am so close to having all
my school stuff for the fall squared away. this weekend i need to take
my placement tests and then next week do orientation. i'm still wating
to see how much i get for financial aid but either way i should be ok.
the hardest time i'm having right now is trying to figure out if i want
to teach elementary school or high school. what do you guys think i
would be better at?
well. i feel accomplished as a human being
now that i finally wrote something with at least a little substance
here so now i am giong to read Mirror Mirror by gregory maguire some
more. ry | | |
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